I am not 100% certain whether this visual memory is me remembering a real life thing, or me remembering a dreamt thing but these 2 staggered images are the 2 things that automatically pop into my head. The first is a still image of a high rise building, the image isn’t particularly colourful, dark grey red square angular steel, cold, it is a picture at night of a building being looked at from below. This image of this tall cold building always is accompanied by what probably a real memory which is of being changed on a changing mat on the floor in an out of date wall papered building. At time lying on my back and on my front and I have a plastic toy that you give kids to distract them when you are trying to do something important to them, it has a handle and there’s lots of green plastic on this thing and it’s too big for me to handle properly, I would have had very small stubby hands. I don’t remember of being changed but I remember lying down on my back and my front, looking at the room from this perspective, from the floor and it’s sort of spinning as I am spinning.

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